yestday evening gathering was worth plan for. ok. usuali tina is the planner. bt tmr. she'll be leaving us. for Doha. *sob*


i planned to have some quality time with her before the rest joined in. knocked out from werk at 430 exactly was worth it. met her. had dinner and talks. its been awhile having the girl to girl talk. soon. Yan and Usop joined in. followed by Sher, Apid and Amy. the 5 gerls took neoprint just like wen we were back in poly days. 2-3 yrs ago.


everyone were there at liat towers. though some were late yet appreciated. coz it was meant to be a gathering for tina. tmr. either 11pm at tina's plc den 12midnite at T1 to bid tina gdbye. 5 will become 4. I feel like crying now. Nevertheless. I'm glad dat i had some special moment with her.


To Qistina...

I would like to wish u all the best for ur future. If it was ur dream to be independant and live ur life to the fullest. to fly and go to places. to explore new things, new environment and new friends.. well. ur dream has come true. I will definately miss u. everything bout u. though our friendship started only 2-3 yrs ago. Yet knowing the fact that u're leaving saddens me.. Do take care of urself. Anitin. please do email me. wuld reali love to hear from u when u're there. Love u loads..


Will be missing u,
Kakak

had a blast wit Maria yestday evening. been awhile. we gotta hang out soon. and yes. hope to see u at zoukout. finally get to meet up the belo Farina in LT. rindu amat sama dat cewek giler. farina has neva change abit. i swear. and her hair. wah.. mau challenge gue eh? makin blonde nmpak. well. thanks for the discounted hot cocoa Rin. see u at zoukout too..


back to me and maria. well. we talked alot. from girls to boys. yes. maria is HOTTER now. and damn fark u boys who ignored her last time and now she's hot u wanna ask her out. wrong bad move. coz i obviously told my lil cookie. they are just up for alil something juicier. when at da fers place. y be ignorant?! Yasin has always accepted the way u are so. be happy wit Yas. u both deserve each other. for the other boys. last warning. from the breakdancer to indie pop and band member. u can all kiss her boobs goodbye!!


this week. left with few days. Nur Qistina will be leaving us for Doha. Joining the Qatar Airlines. Bah! I was planning wit Yan for a surprise meetup with Tina and the gang. bt sadly the rest did not reply me. bt some cant make it and some CAN. well. eventually. i wanna sms Yan when i accidentally sms TINA!!!! OMG! Ok. aku kental..!! Tina laughed and me and said im kental ofcoz. Yan again said. 'kau memang kental..' for the fers time. i actually spoiled da whole surprise thingy which was usually Amy's job to do so back in poly.. haha. and so Tina was being sportaneous and mentioned she will act surprise. hehehe. well. hope to see her and the some of us this wed. this will still go on with or without the rest. i badly need to meet her else i'll be crying at da airport this friday. i need some quality time with her. after all. some says. me and her look-alike. which we don think so. =p

LURVE U gerl. muacks.

gonna miss this gerl loads. arent she pretty. damn she's hot.

my cough has WORSEN. thanks to the long hours of sitting during the seminar. plus eating too. bt i sure had few ice waters to cool down my throat.

overall. the trip was ok-la-kn. bt best of all. that sure made my last day was that. i bought 2 batik shirts. one of my dad and another for my future father in law. : )
have yet to give bapak. despite him not liking BATAM, he gave me the blessings to attend the seminar there. and so i bought for him something. as for future dad in law, he has always wanted one since raya time for his perjumpaan hari raya. and since i saw one. i decided to get it. im so glad he loves it. am i trying to win his heart..? nah. im just a nice young lady.. : ) *am im rite dear..? hehe. im sori i didnt get u anything. hope the kacang-s are ok for u..* Muacks.


was dead beat. dat i slept in da ferry til i reach SG. slept til 11plus at home since i reach at 7plus. and i was all over the moon when i saw hubby rite infront of my doorstep. we had supper and more of my non stop rantings. chit chatting non stop. well. i bet hubby misses that since i was away for a day.. : )


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Sunday. 26 nov 06. Bolja Laron had a showcase at Yew Tee. This is for a lil boy who baru sunat. and his parents decided to make it all grand. with foods ala buffet, did it under the void deck and ofcoz kuda kepang by Bolja Laron. Its been awhile since i attend one so i did yesterday and took some pics. A newpaper and straits time reporter were der. at least it can help to promo Bolja Laron.


Hopefully 2007 will be a better year with more showcases. And just an hr ago, hubby's sis in law, Kak Julie smsed me and told me to grab a copy of newpaper coz happen to have a side view of my dear hubby.. hehhe. so i cant wait to get a copy... You may wanna click on the Bolja Laron - 26th Nov under the awesomeness header on the right.

below are pics of Mr DJ not wit his turntables.







that's him under the Barongan.. and thanks hubby for making that scary sound while standing infrnt of me. thank god i kept cool. *winks* bt remember when we get married. i don want the big barongan ok. seram..!! i nak 2 burung instead... lurve u..

this week passed lyke a breeze. work load were plenty. and tmr attending seminar in batam. i'll be back on Saturday afternoon. after this week. i swear there'll be more events after work. plus i realised. next week.. :-


28/11/06 - 7pm - Velvet underground. Launching of Jay-Z's Album

1/12/06 - 830pm - Ngee Ann Poly - DJ Ruxta and DJ SY having a showcase

2/12/06 - before 2am. Need to be at the airport. Sending Tina off. *SobSob*


so more events after next week. soon. it will be end of 2006. den come 4th January where i'll be a yr older. Wah! So fast lei..


ok im out. Hubby's sleeping wen he is suppose to layan me. kata rindu. bt sleep. tmr im leaving u lei hubby... wake up! ok. imma gonna wake him up now.. Take care bloggers...

when they stared at u as u walked passed them or walking opposite their reaction.

followed by more stares and glares. walking with
their head up;nose so high. been lyke this for few months. the fact dat i may nt be the friendliest person here. yet. i do acknowlegde some ppl here.
maybe there was a misunderstanding between them and my close gf here. which ended up dragging me into it too. maybe the stories they heard made them behave that way.
however. like i mentioned. i may nt be the friendliest person here. bt when u gave me that glare and farked up attitude as i stood infrnt of u.

u began to brag bout the dragonboat team u are in. well. gd for u to be in the DB Team. im nt least jealous bout it at all. i have far more projects to do here.
don walked and looked at me and her like as though we did u wrong.

and after all that. now. suddenly. ur sis emailed my gf. den u emailing me and her. wanna be frens with us now?. after all that farked up attitude. seriously. its very arkward.

we don even give a damn. bt wad happen yestday strike me. y the both of u suddenly walked passed us and looked down. come on. i donno u. so why bother. and today the emails..

wow wow wow.. for now me and gf. are just gonna acknowlegde. im not accusing. bt somehow we smell something really fishy.

the fact that they used to be close to one of the gf here. bt due to some reasons. closest gf and this girl no longer in gd terms. and now these 2 gerls wanna get close with us.

FISHY... well hope don mind my bitchy attitude today. well. despite the things u did. i don care. i still replied to ur email.. am i nice or wat..?! hahaha.. =p

Happy 26th Birthday to my 3rd Sis-in-law.

i think i did a pretty bad job last nyte. nonetheless. im just glad that its all done and over with. nutin can beat the feeling of 'done-and-over-wit'. period! once again i mention. i did a pretty BAD hosting last nyte. all lesoon learnt. no doubt.
trust me. i gotta brush up my malay AGAIN. use to be gd at it. and now. simply FLOP.


apart frm my bad hosting. i actuali received a remark from a colleague telling me i can quit my present job and try auditioning for Suria. haha. CRAP at 7am. my head is spinning. im walking lyke a zombie. im sleepy. tired. most prob. dehydrated. a few days of this made me wanna salute the colleagues/acquaintances here, who juggling with 2 jobs and parttime skuling. so its like. 730am-430/530pm, skul from 7pm to 10pm den work at nite from 11pm to 4am. reach home. rest for awhile. and get ready to go to work. especialli for those taking company transport. have to take the bus at 6am. reach work at 640am. den yup. its goes like dat EVERYDAY. seriously. they are SUPERMEN. ask one of them how he cope with tis. and he simply said. "its all gd when u think of money. coz i need it badly." and my reply was. "aku dah biol nie. kepala dah berat nie.."

event done. next. batam. seminar for 2 days. this coming fri and sat. 2 days out from da office just means i will have EMAILS flooding my inbox when i return on monday. therefore. i've decided to come to work on Sunday to clear my pending stuffs. and so ppl said im workhaholic? to me im nt. just someone who urgently needs to get things done. : )

gotta go. time to continue my work. once again. im forcing the head to stay up and nt down = sleeping mode and eyes to open wide else again = sleeping mode..

I miss maria. PERIOD!

she don lyke to take perfect pictures. she loves taking silly faces which turn out well. just like this. so cute. and im missing her so much. she didnt reply my smses when i was down.

PS: Maria, i hope u take a tyme to read this and ring kikin soon.

i hope to see u after my Batam working trip next week. muacks!

one system demo session down. one more 330pm meeting to go. for today atleast. darn. throat getting sore. bt feelin alil beta. for now. let the workload occupy me. no laughter.no smiles. bt let the stress of work be my companion.

enuff said.

im not in a gd shape now. work loaded up at work. deadlines to be met. more projects. meetings. demanding endusers/requestors. making me pissed off each time. too much to do. to think. work related. non work related. all jumble up. seriously i can feel my head is heavier. my eyes getting hot. my body aching. throat being a farking bitch. coughing nonstop. im feeling weak.
mentally and physically.


honestly. my mind all messed up ryte now. now that im doing this updating. reason. i cant farking think in order to proceed in more coding or whatsoever. i cant think properly. even a simple statement. Another phone call. my voice getting sore. it has gone bad to worse. soon WORST. I need a break. please i need one.


im nt into more argument now. im just taking things slowly. ill give in. just not to make myself more stress. aniting ppl say. i will say.. "ok. i will look into it. i'll revert back to u soon.." in a sore weak voice...


head becoming heavier now. arrggh. help!