im honoured to have you as my fren... from a fren to me.


Thank you my fren. Whatever the result is, lets hope and pray its not wad u think it is.

feeling tired. fedup. stress. pissed off.

lesson learnt. dont 'selit daun' info/details bou someting i don wanna noe afta da whole serious working conversation.

finally ive uploaded some pictures to my multipy. to those who wanna view some pics. u may go this site narayumi.multiply


head still in pain. since yesterday. i hit my head on ruxta's pintu besi. sakit ok. but i have no one to blame but myself. tanks alot nurul for being urself. the usual slenge one. bah.


have u eva seen with ur own eyes. twice. this yr. to see someone being hit by a fast moving bus. and u were onboard on da bus. trust me. da 1st time. early this yr. da bus i was in. hit a mini lorry. hey blame the lorry driver. for not signalin. furthermore he was nt suppose to make his U turn. gosh. the lorry spun. to da other side to the road. glass shattered. but gladly no one was hurt.

another thing happened tis morning. this time. not a lorry. its a person. a bangladeshi worker. it was running heavily. he stood in between 2 lorries. obviously no one culd see him. bus drove fast. den suddenly. he dashed thro. it happened too fast. he was hit alil. bt driver managed to brake on time. he was not hurt. instead. he was able to cross to da other yard's main gate. my heart skipped abit. i swore it was damn fucking scary. no doubt.

it was a cool set last saturday. XS.One Regiment has always been hype during shows. this time. i put aside the dgcam and hit the camcorder. still i suck.furthermore lighting was bad. not da camcorder but the stage. not full force for da regiment. wid 20 of us. went to laupasat. camwhoring. den i was sent hm while da rest continued chilling at wdlands civic. doing Soulja Boy Superman Dance. Next gig. 18.11.07. Republic Poly.


it was my 1st class.and now i noe how difficult it is to walk slowly. wid the correct posture. pose. pace. cross legged. expression. shoulder. gosh i culd go on. im glad im learning. may not be my dream passion. bt i believe i culd excel in wadeva i do.

it shows how long ive been stiff like a stick. no elegance and flow. i missed dancing. i reali do. if only i have more time. i wuld love to join a dance club. ive been thinking of dancing all these days. i still cant make up my mind. oh gosh.


chatted wid gf this morning. we realised how small da world is. a guy to another guy who related to a girl. a guy who wanna noe another girl. a guy is a girl ex. exbf msnin/called a girl. haha. funny.

i need to practice. full length mirror. 4 inch heels. and a book on my head. hehe.

27/10/07: Beraya wid Polymates

We have not done this for the longest time and finally this year, with Tina in SG, we all managed to squeeze our time to spend Raya together. Despite my 1 month in advance to spend dat very day wid XS Clan, I decided to give it a miss and join my friends instead. GFF was full force dat day.. Miss spending sex talk just the 5 of us. Yea nutin but share sex hot juicy topics.






I’ve yet to upload the pics to Multiply for Sher to grab them. Tahun depan bole tk? =p

28/10/07: Beraya wid Ruxta and parents

A trip up to visit my parents at Pasir Ris. As usual, good food no doubt bout dat… * winks * Sayang mak…

29/10/07: Ruxta’s 25th Bday

Present him a collage of pics taken this yr during his showcases/competitions and present him H.I.M black leather wallet. Blackforest cake. Dinner at Swensens. Love you Ruxta. Loads.


30/10/07 to 2/11/07: Preparing for Perjumpaan Hari Raya

Busy preparing for Perjumpaan Hari Raya for my company. Stayed over at the company bungalow on Friday nite to do the deco. Slept at 5am. But was fun, laughing my ass off dat nite. Til I actually pasted my company name senget.. Hahaha.


3/11/07: Perjumpaan Hari Raya

Satisfying Nite. Tiredness paid off. No doubt..

8/11/07: Istana Raya 07

Had a simple assignment over at Taman Warisan yesterday. For Istana Raya 07. Just be ‘pemanis’ to the event, and assist VIPs. Met up wid Ruxta in the evening, Sim Lim walking, ZamZam murtabak and Suntec Starbucks Coffeebreak.

My Dream Dias



Next event. 10/11/07: Bedsty Music Presents Magnolius.Playden.

been KIV-ing due to life getting mundane wid work ofcoz. nonetheless, I pysked that I get to meet wid my lovely gf frm Doha today. Took half day leave frm work just to spend time wid her. Despite the heat, we continued cam whoring and we ended the meet-up wid a well deserve manicure. :) Thanks for spendin the time wid me Tina.

Noticed the fan? bought it at Arab Street. Due to the rapid humid heatness. HOT! and I brought her to Taman Warisan. Hehe. Coz she claimed it was her 1st time there. Tina step tourist and myself is the guide. =p

i intend to go to RP tmr morning since I will be on leave. I wanna check a new sports introduced in SG but this new sport started off in Brazil. Kinda interesting. Plus wid Samba music. Woohoo. To know more, visit this site. http://www.bossaball.com/. If you are free tmr morning, do come down to Republic Poly, at 930am @ Basketball court.

1st day was spent at Pasir Ris crib where relatives came over.

My loving cusins were all there too.

As usual, we would seek forgiveness then the next min afta dat, hell yea. All back to square 1. 'Next year bole mintak maaf lagi'..

Sometimes I wonder will we ever grow up?! If you ask me.. I will say NO. Definately not me.

I will grow up to be a silly wife, daughter in law and Mummy.. Hahaha!

Whole day I helped my parents and in the evening off I go to CCK.

My raya affair was a simple one.

Come this weekend will be my 1st raya outing for this yr Raya.

Sat with Ruxta's Family and Sun with my own homies; Familia..

Many things to do this week. Work has been piling up. Being so unfriendly. and afta wad happened to me on monday, damn im so pissed at myself. im so dead beat rite now. work work work. im gonna take my leave today at 430pm and will be back only on tuesday. dugaan berpuasa..

loads of things to do back home. last nite, i did pasang the curtains. tonite some more cleaning up need to be done. but need to do some errands tonite together wid ruxta.

To all Muslims, Selamat Hari Raya. Maaf Zahir Batin.

nutin serious. bt juz dat my hp play dead on me. thanks alot my dear z610i. out of many time, y do u have to do this to me now especially this month. arrgghh bingit!

gonna send my baju kebaya for alteration today. and gosh, im so freakin impatient to get a kain batik. else another 'rushing last min cari kain batik' moment this yr. haha. ok fyi, if this happen again. this will be the 3rd year. don blame me. ruxta and myself just wanna get the same pair of kain batik. *love*

ok here i am at wdlands civic centre drinking ice milo. Gosh its freezing cold here. im here to accompany ruxta going thro the cpf investment thingy wid my advisor. i am bringin more frens to invest their cpf and to go thro my advisor. so far i have 2. i am indeed needing more. its all for your future people. its nt for me u noe...


ok small world afta all. as im typin this. my advisor find ruxta's father's name so familiar. asked if he has a sister. haha. pickup line u think?! no! happen dat kak mamas is his fren. somehow we are all in da same circle of frens. fyi, my advisor is my gf's brother in law. kewl kn kewl kn!!! ahhahaha..


seriously, after hearing this digits over and over again scares the whole shit outta me. i bet bringin 2 more frens will make me freak out MORE. bt its all gd as it is brings me back to the reality of MONEY! where money matters most...


oh ya.. went to geylang yesterday. saw amy. i hugged her. long time no see dat budak kecik. hehehe. too bad i didnt saw my cusins and my dad. my dad was there looking for kebab. hehe. bapakbapak.. siapa yg nk makan kebab tu. u don even each much. sometimes i wonder y dad spent alot of dough for food. juz food.


we bought our baju. simple basic black. our baju cost less than $50 each. amazingly huh. it just happen that we are both not in the festive mood due to some issues. but we are more excited to bake the cookies. hehe. our bakery stuffs cozt more than our baju. kewlness shit. bt wad matters, wadeva we wear, we still look good together. =p

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alil side track. i had a cyber chat wid my dear cusin. i mean we all went thro da same afta engage life. trust me my few months afta engage were a total ups and downs. bt wad matters most dat we have each other and we did our best to work things out. and alhamdulillah all goin well now.


therefore,my advice to my dear cusin, stay strong and don let her bring u down wid her words. no offence to all 18 yr old gerls but to me, she is a total nuisance. kept telling to stay away frm u both, but each time her comments in ur frenster are so call ATTENTION SEEKER! i have nutin against her, but she just happen to get on my nerves. she is not helping whereas making things more complicated. gosh. u have nt been in da situation, don advice other ppl as though u've been der done dat kinda thing BITCH! arrgggh im so pissed off. den again. she is still young, and her words are going into deaf ears. PERIOD!!