Swinging Moods

Sweet Angel Eyes

2010-08-17T21:31:00.002+08:00

Dear Baby Boy,

I love the way your eyes wandering around. The way you looked at me with your beautiful brown twinkling small eyes. Those eyes shine brightly and I don't know if I ever can say No to whatever you will ask for. The way you would look for me when you felt I was further away from you. I know you can smell my presence. Your eyes will be much smaller as your cheeks become chubbier. :) You indeed have my eyes, the chingy eyes. But mine is nothing compared to yours. Coz you have sweet angel eyes......

Love,
Mummy

Anakku

2010-08-17T11:48:00.000+08:00

The long needle

2010-08-16T20:07:00.000+08:00

Dear Hizqiel,

Mummy is so proud of you. I was so worried last night for this morning event. The nurse checked for your weight and height. You have grown from 2.7kg to a healthy 4kg and you have grown taller too from 49cm to 52cm. Syukur Alhamdulillah. Nurse chatted with mummy a little regarding the immunisation package/price and how she thought Daddy will be with us for next month's checkup. Honestly, I really wanna Daddy to be with us too but sadly weekdays is a difficult time for him.

Then the moment came, it was already time for you to take the Hep-B jab. The long needle scared Aunty Sila out as she was the one carrying you. I was standing by your side and I watched the needle pierced into your skin. You cried out loud but only for a moment.

I'm so proud of you baby. You're so strong. You're more pampered now especially after the injection. You wanna to be cradle almost everytime. I love you so much boy. So much. Muacks!!

Love,
Mummy

Weakling

2010-08-15T21:53:00.000+08:00

As soon as he stepped out of the house for HTA at 2110hrs just now, I became all weak inside. He kissed us goodbye for Sunday and will be back to see us on Friday. Everyday is a counting down of hours, especially the nights that how I wish he is around.

Strangely I have not been in tears ever since the arrival of my lil man. But tonight exceptionally I admit defeat. Not too sure of my true feelings now, all I'm worried about is for tomorrow. Baby Hizqiel will be going for his 1 month medical checkup, that also means his 2nd jab. I am worked out, worrying so hard inside. A mum can worry right? Like will he wail so loudly/have a fever/etc.

This may sound very un-independant of me, but tomorrow will be the 1st time I go for a checkup unaccompanied and with the thoughts of me not able to contain my emotions tomorrow really make me all sick right now.

I really hope things will be all well tomorrow. Insya'Allah. Dear God, please help me to go through this with much patience. Please give me the strength that I need and please protect my son from all sickness. Amin.

The Real Numbers

2010-08-12T12:29:00.000+08:00

Confinement period, to some I've asked mentioned it is 30 days, some said 40 while some like my mom said it's 44. To play it safe, 44 days it will be. Someone has to listen to her own mother, right?

It's nearing to a month since I laid my eyes on this lil boy I called my own. Hizqiel has tremendously grown since day 1 though I find it so difficult to notice that he is much bigger now. But those chubby cheeks, I gotta say is super cute with his round face.

Alternatively, this may be personal but Hizqiel is mainly on formula now. Up to this very day, I am still encouraging him to latch on and suck it up but he ain't doing it, or is it I am doing it all wrong. I suppose blaming it on me is much better than the lil one. He is so innocent, pure and seeing him calms me. I gotta admit that I am indeed in a lil stress/depress whenever things go on my way and hence this is one of the case too. I shall not give up and will still encourage him to try and try and I have to get the bottle ready, just in case he starts wailing.

Right now, I'm also focusing on getting back my energy and fitness and don't mention the flabby tummy and thighs. These two needs serious major 'makeover'. If only I have thousands of moolah, I shall go for the London weight treatment and shed all those pound and look slim like the ladies as advertised. :D

15 more days to go and 'pantang' will be done. Insya'Allah I can start fasting, loose more weight for raya and seriously 'rimas' already need to go out !!

140710, 2106

2010-07-24T22:41:00.000+08:00

Hi Baby,

Welcome to the world dear Jnr! Mummy would like to note down the event that happen on your birthday.

Following the previous entry on Contraction, boy or boy it was indeed very soon. The little contractions that I felt were the real deal only small little ones and that was dated on 13th July 2010. Amazingly, though I was not full term yet, dear boy can’t wait to see the world.

During my 36weeks checkup with Dr HH Tan on Wednesday, my hypertension was very high. I had to retake my BP twice, one using the machine and the other manually. 3 times with much higher levels, Dr just had to check whether I’m dilated. My oh my, I was already 3 cm dilated by then.

No choice it seems, due to my gestitational diabetes add up with hypertension, with 3cm dilated, Dr had to break my waterbag. I was sent to Labour Ward, did all the registration and in I went at 1400hrs. Did I mention I was pretty much glad that parents, eldest brother and eldest niece came to accompany me for the checkup. If I had went all alone, I will definitely panic! Plus with dear Husband not around, I will be much more stressed up.

1400hrs
In the labour ward with the company of Mak, I felt nothing but scared! I didn’t know what to expect, as it happened too sudden. I couldn’t grasp the real fact that I had to deliver the baby on the same day. All I wanted was for my husband to be by my side. I constantly updating him and wishing that he could hurry on down to be with me.

1500hrs
Time to break the waterbag and Mak was very very afraid to see it, she left the room; leaving me all alone. When the procedure was done, I had no one to hold on to, just my hands on the bedsheet. It was a fast procedure but painful. I updated Zulie almost every few minutes. I was so weak morally that I had to constantly cry on my own. I kept on reciting surah-surah and asking Allah swt for his protection and guidance.

1600hrs
I was already on drip by this time and the nurse constantly checking on the contraction level. She asked if I felt any pain, and when I replied her NO. She said that I might have high tolerance on pain coz apparently I already have contractions 3 minutes apart. Not long after Hubby called to say he is on the way to KK. I felt relieved but really hope that I will not be in so much pain as the contractions are getting stronger each minute. I told my parents to go back as there’s no need to wait for me, it will take long afterall. I know deep down they are very worried for me. It touched me more when my dad was in tears calling my brother to take a look at me while hubby is still on his way.

1700hrs
Hubby arrived by this time and not long after, the nurse in-charged increase the drip level to 12 and not long after, the contractions were stronger with 2 minutes apart.

1800hrs
I finally asked for gas to relieve the pain. It did work a little or should I say it works wonders at the beginning. They mentioned that Doctor will come and check on me at 1900-2000hrs.

1900hrs
I was mentally prepared to have the doctor checked me by this hour. A doctor on duty checked on me and asked if I’m fine. For the past hour, I couldn’t take the pain that I asked the midwife for Epidural. But before giving it to me, she did another check on my dilation and told me that there’s no need for one. She was very confident when she said she will give me another hour and I will definitely be on labour. Though I was feeling the strong contractions so bad, I felt relieved to hear what she said. Meaning, yes! No Epidural for me!!

2000hrs
This is the time where it all happened. I was breathing in and out using the gas constantly and in a faster rate. Midwife called Dr HH Tan. He said he will arrive in 30 minutes time. Meanwhile, hubby was by my side giving me the moral support. He constantly told me to endure the pain and to breathe in and out using the gas. (He is very garang!) Oh did I mentioned, my midwife was garang too? Yes 2 garang people by my side. But all that fierceness worked for me, I listened (alil) and endure the pain.

2030hrs – 2100hrs
Midwife started to tell me to start my own slight pushes. Dr HH Tan arrived and the ‘drama’ begins. I was holding on tight to hubby’s hands. I started to push as directed by midwife and doctor.

2106hrs
Midwife and Doc told me to look infront and not to use the gas and give a final push. I did just that, and there he is..our lil baby born. Tears rolled down hubby’s cheek, the tears of joy. He kissed me and I was relieved and glad that everything went well.

14th July 2010, 2106hrs Baby Hizqiel Matin was born.
Mummy and Daddy love you Jnr!

Love,
Mummy
25/7/10

Labor Contractions

2010-07-13T13:01:00.000+08:00

Hi Baby,
Since last night, I've been thinking lately on the term 'Contractions'. Ever since my gf, Aisha was admitted in Labor ward for 15hrs with constant contractions of minutes apart but still your lil friend is not ready as yet.

Many of my friends said, contractions are like menstrual cramps and it will certainly attack the back of my body. Honestly I am clueless on how the pain will be as I've hardly experience mestrual cramps but at the same time I am looking forward to it.

Last night about 8-ish, I kinda felt that pain though slightly it did alarmed me and with you moving strongly, changing your position. Though it felt tightened at the abdomen area but not the back. It lasted for atleast 5 seconds then it went away. Honestly Mummy is very clueless now, still unsure what was that. Then just 30 mins ago, I felt the same thing and once again, it lasted for 5 seconds and it dissappear.

I decided to google on Labor Contractions and this is what I read.

Labor Contractions
Labor contractions are the periodic tightening and relaxing of the uterine muscle, the largest muscle in a woman's body. Something triggers the pituitary gland to release a hormone called oxytocin that stimulates the uterine tightening. It is difficult to predict when true labor contractions will begin.

Contractions are often described as a cramping or tightening sensation that starts in the back and moves around to the front in a wave-like manner. Others say the contraction feels like pressure in the back. During a contraction, the abdomen becomes hard to the touch. In the childbirth process, the work of labor is done through a series of contractions. These contractions cause the upper part of the uterus (fundus) to tighten and thicken while the cervix and lower portion of the uterus stretch and relax, helping the baby pass from inside the uterus and into the birth canal for delivery.

How Contractions are Timed
Contractions are intermittent, with a valuable rest period for you, your baby, and your uterus following each one. When timing contractions, start counting from the beginning of one contraction to the beginning of the next.

The easiest way to time contractions is to write down on paper the time each contraction starts and its duration, or count the seconds the actual contraction lasts, as shown in the example below. Writing down the time and length of the contraction is extremely helpful for describing your contraction pattern to your physician, midwife or hospital labor and delivery personnel.

What Contractions Feel Like
Many mothers describe contractions that occur in early labor as similar to menstrual cramps, or as severe gas pains, which may be confused with flu symptoms or intestinal disorders. Imagine your contractions as looking like a wave. Each contraction will gradually gain in intensity until the contraction peaks, then slowly subside and go away. As your body does the work of labor, it is likely that the time in between contractions will become shorter.

As the strength of each contraction increases, the peaks will come sooner and last longer. There should be some regularity or pattern when timed. Persistent contractions that have no rhythm but are five-to-seven minutes apart or less should be reported to your physician or midwife

Try to visualize contractions as positive
Think of each contraction as something positive—it is bringing you that much closer to the birth of your baby. Visualize what the contractions are accomplishing, the thinning and opening of the cervix and the pushing of the baby downward. Try to work with your body rather than against it by staying as relaxed as possible during the contractions.

Typical Length or Duration
A typical labor for a first time mother is eight-to-fourteen hours, and is usually shorter for a second or subsequent birth. For many women, rocking in a chair or swaying during a contraction assists them with this relaxation.

Am thinking positive now. Mummy will wait for the 'pain' to come again and we'll see if it's really the contractions :)

Love,
Mummy
13/7/10

@ 36 weeks

2010-07-12T13:09:00.000+08:00

Hi Baby,

It feels darn good that mummy's maternity leave kicks off today. Woohoo!!
Feeling more relax that I'm away from work, office but I do miss the nice people at work.
Even you feel the same too, with your movements since morning and as I'm typing this, I could feel you are more relax too. :)
Sadly, I really want this rest badly.

This coming 14th July (wed) we will meet again my dear jnr and finally we have decided on a name for you.
Insya'Allah everything will be fine. Smooth delivery and all. However baby, mummy really hope you decide to see the world on the last week of July or during the due date itself, when your father is around. :) Mummy wouldn't wanna him to miss his lessons, his trainings though. Let's work together as a family right now ok.

I am so excited for your arrival and at the same time, I'm really unsure of my feelings of fear and anxiety. People around us are all excited, guess that has taken much of my 'fear'. Whatever it is the pain will be, I am looking forward to it. Everybit of it as I wanna it to be a great experience for me as a Mummy. So one fine day, I could tell you how is it having you from day 1.

More or less your stuffs are ready, except that Mummy needs to do more spring cleaning at home. So you see taking early leave is not only to rest but to also clean up the room for you dear. Mummy loves you.

See you this Wednesday. This time around Nenek and Datuk will be accompanying us ya.
*Hugs*

Love,
Mummy
12/7/10

My Lil unborn mischief

2010-06-30T20:52:00.000+08:00

Syukur Alhamdulillah. You're doing fine Baby. Your legs are on my left side now no wonder the super active kicking and movements these few days. You are lying about 45 degrees with your head on my bottom right side. Hence the bulging round on the bottom right often during my sleep and in the morning. :)

Baby, you're my lil mischief. You will move strongly and actively minutes before we enter the doctor's room. But once we're in the room, you will often be quiet and lay there without moving nor kicking. You will be a good boy. Then once we left the room, you started to move and kicking mummy. Are you scared to see Dr Tan? Hehe. :)

Today Mummy Maria is one happy delighted individual as it was her 1st time witnessing a baby scan. She saw your head, your heartbeat and surprisingly she kept saying Dr Tan is a cute doctor. Cheeky as ever!

After visiting Doc Tan, mummy went to visit the dietian regarding the sugar readings for the past few weeks. Syukur everything is fine, instead of high she mentioned that it was rather low. But still Mummy needs to continue taking the sugar readings til labour.

We will meet again this coming 14th July baby. This time around, we will bring Nenek and Datuk along ya since Daddy is in camp. I'm sure Daddy miss you alot.

Good Night my lil mischief.
Love you,
Mummy
30/6/10

@ 34 weeks

2010-06-29T21:33:00.000+08:00

At 34 weeks now and feeling all emotional/mixed feelings. But definately I could feel Jnr's movement are stronger and harder now. Each push, kick are often too strong that all I wanna do is laugh. Yes mummy is enjoying all these baby. I'm gonna miss having you moving in me when it is time for you to see the world.

But not too soon dear. Not just yet. As you know Daddy is not at home from Monday-Thursday. So please hang in there when it is already full term and when Daddy is around ya.

Mummy will certainly would like to thank you for being there for and with me when Daddy is not around. You keep me company with your cute movements that all I wanna do is smile and talk to you. I hope I am feeding you well these days. Tomorrow I will see you and I am so excited and anxious to know your progress at this stage and also I really hope the diabetes level has gone down. I really hope you are doing just fine inside, happy and healthy.

I love you Jnr. See you tomorrow.
Mummy loves you.

Good night love.
29/6/10

@ 32 weeks

2010-06-29T21:20:00.001+08:00

Nothing much had happened nor happening lately. Only to name some, that I am currently 32 weeks pregnant now. Happily carrying this bundle of joy in me, everywhere I go and do. To the extent of me getting all worked out at work, there he is still in me being all strong. Syukur Alhamdulillah.

Jnr has been my strength all these while. It’s really amazing how the love from a mom to her unborn child even started before he is born. I often felt as one talking to him and that he knew I am communicating to him. To give him food to eat, drink. He will understand when I told him to stay quiet so I can sleep soundly at night. He understood it all and follows to it, sometimes.

With few weeks counting down to the big day, my tummy still look more pointed as ever and though it may look low, once touch it is still all high. The next frequent sentence when I told the ladies, that it is not time yet.

I somehow knew that it’s definitely not gonna me this month but certainly I have the gut feeling that it may just wanna make an exit on the 3rd week of July or on the 1st week of August. I shall do the convincing to Jnr again, (after so much attempt of convincing him every day and night) to make an exit ending of July or early August or atleast when Mister is around on the weekends.

I told my friend that I would like someone to buy me a Baby Journal so I can write all the things about Jnr from day one and I would like to have the Polaroid Camera so I can snap the pics of Jnr and paste it on the book. 10 minutes after thinking through it, I don’t need both of them. I shall result to online blogging with pictures in softcopy. For all I know, my handwriting will be a mess then I will be too lazy to write after all.
Will blog again soon. Toodles.

Chillax

2010-05-28T13:51:00.000+08:00

A public holiday today and I felt the need to type something random here.

This week particularly has been a wonderful ride so far. With last saturday to begin with. Friends and Cousins gathered. Then come Sunday with Hubby, with Ikea surveying. The need to change our bedframe for something that can store stuffs. The neat-freak/to be organised me kicks in not too long ago. Especially with Jnr coming soon. All I want is for our room to be all ready for Jnr and us.

Not to mentioned that work oh damn work have taken so much anger in me sometimes, yet still I tried to stay compose for work is yes only work. Gotta admit, I need the money to be bank in every month and no I don't hate my job only that, this coming Sept it will be 6 years already and with the rate I'm going to. I have the thoughts of leaving already. probably wanting to be a full time housewife.

On wednesday had my 7 months checkup. It all went well. Syukur Alhamdulillah. Placenta not that low anymore, baby's position is good; no longer bridge and weighing estimately at 1.9kg. mummy and jnr both doing just fine and healthy. We thank Allah (s.w.t) for this and ofcourse to our family and friends for their prayers.

And just to add on to that, the OGTT was a fear factor for me. A cup of glucose drink, euwww. All I really hope now for the next checkup next month, results will be good. Insya'Allah.

2 days MC to that simply mean nothing else but Great! Away from work for a while sure did justice to me. Will only be reporting back to work on Monday. Feels nice.

Today I just wanna chill and watch some dvd perhaps.

Have a great weekend people!

Malay Donut, anyone?

2010-03-29T22:20:00.000+08:00

my favourite kueh. Kueh Keria.

Made of sweet potato and flour. Then deep fry it and add sugar powder coating. :)

Uncle, ABC Market please. Thank You.

2010-03-29T22:11:00.000+08:00

Whenever we take the cab to visit my parents, this will be my usual line. "Uncle, ABC Market...can?" and definately they will know where. :)

so you eastsides, northsiders have you heard of ABC Marketplace? Used to be known as Brickworks.

When weekend comes..

2010-03-29T21:42:00.000+08:00

When weekend comes, we do nothing much unless head out for awhile and find something to do or should I say find something to eat. I gotta admit, it is not all healthy. But only when weekend comes, I pamper myself (and Junior too). When weekday return, healthy home food with fruits, vege and plenty of plain water.

Twenty-weeks

2010-03-25T17:24:00.000+08:00

Once again dusting off the dirt off this page. Ok what's new right?

Seriously nothing much to update for now.

Nearly a month passed since the last time I updated this page.

Truth be told, everyday life is just fill with everyday work. The head can break into two if I would say so, but thankfully with all the workload Junior is doing fine.

Junior didn't gimme much trouble like nausea nor vomitting. Infact I feel normal except for the tummy that is slowly showing hence people in train will not mistook it as boncit! Sad but true. Nevermind fellow Singaporeans, do what you do best. Be ignorant. Maybe one day I shall carry "I am pregnant please offer me the seat" book. That shall teach them some lesson, right? LOL.

At 20 weeks plus now, I can feel more tired, walking slower than I used to, could feel Junior kicking whenever I having my meals a lil late or recently when I was playing with Hubby's 3 months nephew. Could Junior probably be jealous? Hehehe.

Yesterday we went for ADC at KKH. To get the progress of Junior. Being a good child, Junior didn't make me to walk around or come back few minutes later for the scanning. It was a simple easy one for me, simply hassle-free indeed. Thank You baby.

After being amazed with all the bones structure, jawline, blood pressure, blood flow in and out and heartbeat, we were asked if we wanna know Junior's gender. Hey ofcourse Why not since Junior is doing fine and so our Junior is a Baby Boy. Yup showing off his lil friend there. Syukur Alhamdulillah.

Gotta say those 97% people who guessed Junior to be a girl, got it all wrong. Infact some don't believe me til they wanna me to bring the scan picture for them to confirm. Ish these mummies.

Doctor told me my Junior's buttock is at the bottom. In malay would be songsang. I hope in few months to come as Junior grow bigger, he will turn and I need to be more careful now as my placenta is at the low-end too.

Nonetheless, Syukur Alhamdulillah kepada Allah S.W.T. for blessing me and hubby a precious baby. Insya'Allah everything will be fine. Amin.

One of those random days

2010-03-02T12:53:00.000+08:00

As much as I wanna be back on my 2 feet to be all geared up for work and etc as it is the beginning of March and here I am, slogging my body at home; resting.

Miss Fever and Mr Flu came to visit me late on Sunday. Then wee morning that dry throat felt like dehydrated. Drank some water then out it went to the toilet bowl. Felt sucky as ever. Still stubborn me woke up for work but could only stay sane for half of the day. But throughout it all, lots of walking back and forth to the toilet, coughing and loads of mood swings. Hence asked for a half day leave to have a rest but sadly half day is not enough.

Today I asked for urgent leave as Miss Fever and Mr Flu still here. Yup. I just took panadol, rest and loads of fruits. Thanks to my dear Hubby for being there for me to look after my meals, my condition and etc. I LOVE YOU dear!

Right now, apples and oranges are my best companion. I hope I will get better by today so I could head back to work. (don't wanna waste mc and leave).

K then head spinning now. gotta go.
Bye.

Toys

2010-02-26T22:59:00.000+08:00

My latest additions to the current ones.

Introducing Panasonic Lumix LX-3

Since I already have the Canon DSRL, this new baby is basically to help me when I can't bring the biggie along for let's say upcoming PARAMORE LIVE in SG or wherever that might says "No picture taking is allowed". I have been contemplating for few months already and finally I just gotta say go for this time round since I've not purchase anything expensive after receiving the big B. ;)

And the Limited Edition Pink Korg Kaossilator

Then came this idea of wanting to try to do something like RuxtA. He has always been glued to his laptop, Kaoss Pad and latest toy KP3. Ok gotta admit this one is kinda on impulsive. He showed me that this toy is available in pink. That excites me! He told me what it can do and all. So I kinda find it cool for me to learn something basic. Plus I have never know how to play musical instrument unlike him. Though this don't really count as an instrument, but it electronically could do some beats. (I am really not sure if I was con to get this. If I pay for it, he won't need to get his own right?) LOL!

He collected it yesterday and I started to play with it. Totally new to this kinda thing, he thought me what each button can do, how to look for drum pattern, bass, etc. He did some loop for me to start with, then slowly I added on some to the existing loop. Very raw and virgin still. He do it faster and better than me definately.

Bite to Oreo

2010-02-25T14:06:00.000+08:00

Enjoying every bite of Oreo now. Yummy. I usually eat it by opening the cookies, cut the cream to half and place the other half to the other bottom or twisting the cookie. So both side will be spread with cream. Then into my mouth it goes. Hence instead of having 1 cookie, i kinda have 2 halfs. :)

I know some people love it by dunking it to white milk. But dear me, don't favour white milk. So this the way I eat my Oreo. How about you?

TGIF not!

2010-02-19T15:08:00.000+08:00

TGIF not!

Most of the times how I wished my monthly check ups will come nearer, faster. Just so I can some time-off from the 730hrs to 1630hrs at the desk.

One week left to bid goodbye to February. March could you just hurry up by now for one thing that will eventually come true, singing along with Hayley this coming 7th March; seating that is.

Since mind is blocked by all the laziness, here I present pictures of last Saturday at NIE. My 1st encounter with Mac PC and yes LENE introduced me to Photobooth.

Happy Friday people! I am not so in the mood just because I’m working tomorrow. Thank goodness for only 4hours.

44th days of 2010

2010-02-13T21:27:00.000+08:00

This site has been left to collect an amount of dust that is unbearable. Aplenty of things have happened to me, my other half, my family, my friends and my surroundings. Only that I can't put the feelings emotions and thoughts to words for those moments I went through.

That I chose this very day to lay most of the not so happening things. In the comfort of a chair, Mac PC (1st timer tho!) with uniquely sounds played by the boys and their toys in NIE, Mac Centre. Nothing else will be more peaceful than this. Yes I am referring to the Mac PCs. Not the boys and their forever progressive toys that ARE never enough. Yes RuxtA, you know what I meant. :p

2010, for all that WE wanna it to be as surreal as it can be. Turning 27 on the 4th Jan somehow made me complete. All because a month before that very day, I found out that I'm pregnant. It was not really my plan to get it check, all my due intention was to get an MC. Honestly speaking it was December for what I knew and already planted at the back, front and sides of my brain that it gonna be my lazy month of the year. Besides being all tired, I wanna get my urine tested. Then when I returned to the doctor's room, I can clearly remember her words "Congratulation Sayang you're pregnant.." and believe me this was what I told her "Oh you mean this kit shows it's positive?" Yes silly but I was happy. Texted Hubby to tell him the news followed by Zulie and then Cousin Maria. We (4) kept the news as a secret except that of course they gotta tell their other half. Secret it was, not a single word or sign to any other friends, and family. Even our very own parents.

On 14th December, I experienced some blood discharge. Read through various sites as I already knew that it could mean up to no good. Hence that night, I went to KK 24hr clinic to confirm everything, that evening I finally get to see the lump of blood with heartbeat. Syukur Alhamdulillah.

Two weeks later, I finally told my parents. By simply giving a white envelope to my mak. Telling her that there's money inside and it's for her. Tricked her to open it up to only find the Ultrasound picture. She did not say a word but 2 minutes later when my 17 year old niece knew what it was, she said "Dah ada?"(you're pregnant?) but my mak still kept quiet passing it to my bak. Then mak said "Siapa punya ni?" (Who it belongs to?) Classic question ever. 15 minutes later she came to me and finally asked why I kept it from her for too long.. That felt good after telling them, then Hubby told my in-laws few days after. Then slowly to close friends and cousins.

And now I'm already coming to 14 weeks. I've decided to lay it out here. Though my relatives especially my cousins are clueless. I really hope they get to read this and finally knew about my condition. :) Please don't take it the wrong way, as I have my reasons for keeping it from all of you. I would like to let it past my 1st trimester first, as these 3 months are the crucial months and my another reason would be a lil personal but meant only for her. I really hope you understand why I kept it from you, I so feel you my dear cousin. Hence I didn't wanna somehow hurt your feelings. I can't seem to make myself tell you the news eventhough the other cousins already knew by now. I'm truly sorry, I am.

Few days ago, 10th Feb went for my 2nd checkup and this time, we could see tiny hand waving at us. Probably saying Hi to mummy and daddy. :)

My eldest brother remarried on 6th Feb. Hubby will be entering the Police Force next month.

Last but not least, it is totally random.. I'm so crazy for more G-Shock watches! Random Yes I know. :p

Heads up for 2010

2010-01-09T10:45:00.000+08:00

Happy 2010 fellow bloggers.

As usual, there ain't anything fun to read. Serious. So yea this blog is nothing but collecting dust just like the boxes I have in the office. First of all, I owe alot of updates on the new year/advance birthday/Actual birthday and belated birthday dinner. Will certainly come back with some pictures that nothing fancy but for the sake of memoirs, all in good hands I say.

Promise with many more updates soon. :):)

Btw not sure bout you, but I am certainly excited every month and definately looking forward to it this year.

Insya'Allah.

A year older to you..

2009-12-30T15:50:00.000+08:00

Through all the odd conversations we had all these years, the unusual antics we endured and more arkward Q & A. Nothing else comparable to the honesty and truth that we told. Though yes they sucked big time, and hurts a plenty deep down.

Happy 27th to Zullaiha Muraji (Zulie)

Be happy and may 2010 be filled with happy beginnings, Insya'Allah. Stay cheerful and content with your family of 4. Be a great mom to your 2 children and wifey.

ILY!

Boys and Girls

2009-12-26T17:56:00.000+08:00

Miss them and hope to see atleast 3/4 of them there tonight @ Esplanade.

Last Saturday of 2009

2009-12-26T11:02:00.000+08:00

Today marks the last Saturday for 2009 and what better way to celebrate it/end it with some LIVE Hiphop shows at the Outdoor Stage, Esplanade tonight.

Freaky Z & the Funkus and Dj RuxtA, theCrazy88 and Bless with his new band.

Spending the saturday evening with them boys. It's been awhile since we all (and I really hope this time it will be more of us) finally chilling together after shows. Since June, this so could saturday routine, has been neglected. Commitments, and more commitments tied up. Oh especially the husband and wife been very lazy lately. :):) (prefered the home most of the time, and me yup prefer the BED)

Last event for Dj RuxtA this year, tonight. May 2010 be filled with more exciting events/slots for him and friends.

Apart from being with them boys, I really do madly miss my girlfriends. The other night together with our partners, still have a great impact on me. I miss them all. Dinner was great, stupid nonsense conversations and laugh hard. It was a well spent dinner afterall. Next I so can't wait for yet another gathering when dear miss Doha, Nur Qistina to return to SG for her long leave and I heard she bought my bday present already. Wee!!!

Happy saturday everyone. Enjoy your last saturday of 2009!!!

PEACE!

07032010

2009-12-24T13:29:00.000+08:00

YES! I've bought them. Ra Ra Ra! Paramore!!

Paramore to tour Asia March 2010?

2009-12-16T10:20:00.000+08:00

I was alarmed by my colleague's, Marz's message saying "Paramore comin 7th March" and my reply was simple "WTF!".. yup it say everything bout my expression. My dream come true after all and her side reply "tak kahwin jugak kawan ko nie.." (apparently she is getting married 2010. with all concerts lined up. she is going bankrupt! lol)

Here's the article taken from Junk.

UPDATE: Paramore to tour Asia March 2010?
and from the official website Paramore.Net

Happy Birthday Faizuli

2009-12-12T09:09:00.000+08:00

Some of the XS boys and partners surprised Fai last night at SG Flyer. Yes we were expecting him to be totally surprise but not literally CRIED! :) that boy so cute and not ashamed to show his fears, happiness etc.

It's been awhile since some of us lepak together. Without jokes and crappy cock stories, will never be fun. I had a good time laughing last night. And after finally hearing the Phuket story from Nad sure made my night too. :):)

And congrats to Faz and Sab. Father and mother to be.. We all shall wait for April for the arrival of baby girl .. Insya'Allah.

Sleepy-Head

2009-12-11T13:16:00.000+08:00

I am officially seorang kaki tidur!!

(a person who often sleeps anywhere and all the time)

sleep (max 6 hrs on wking days) at night, woke up get ready for work, wait for the bus, sleep (30mins) in the bus, reach workplace, clocked in, walked to cafeteria, ordered breakfast, walked back to office, reach desk, sleep (30mins), usuall routine bla bla bla, lunch time, have lunch, sleeps (45mins), wake up, bla bla bla, clocked out time, wait for bus, sleep (30mins) in bus. usually at 1030pm, I will be sleepy again.

It may seems that I'm similar like anyone who is lazing at home not working, or probably worst. Haha! and note this, I just woke up from my Lunch time power nap. yap.
Ridiculous i know. :):) [whatever makes my world go round]

ELEVEN of the month

2009-12-11T08:43:00.000+08:00

HAPPY SIX MONTHS WEDDING ANNIVERSARY HUBBY!
I LOVE YOU!

Thank you dear for everything you have done for me. Pampering me almost all the time. :) Doing the bed before you head to work, as I'm already in the office by then. Doing me Hot Milo, massage me when I badly needed one, tugged me to sleep, kissed me everynight and laughing at me if I have some weird nightmares (kicking you, knocking on your head, and followed by giggles).

Everything you have done, thank you so much.

May Allah SWT bless us with more happiness and good things. Jauhkan kita dari segala penyakit dan kekotoran. Insya'Allah.

beautiful day ??

2009-12-11T08:00:00.000+08:00

Pill Kills.

2009-12-08T08:01:00.000+08:00

I dislike popping pills. No not because I'm scared of how bitter it taste, etc. I can't swallow pills. Just the tiny ones have given me some security that it won't get stuck somewhere down there. Yes can't swallow them, which then leads to biting, dissolving them, breaking them into smaller pieces. Yup, I've done it all. Even capsule ones, I'll break it open, pour out the powder and put them on a spoon, add some water and walah! swallow the liquid instead of the capsule. Stupid?! Yes yes I know!

Just so you know, when you pour out the powder out from the capsule, add some water, it will turn a little gu-ey and really taste so damn awful.

PS: I did the same for panadols too. Yes I know I'm whack like that. ahaha. But who cares! [I'm learning now :)]

Hush Hush Now!

2009-12-04T14:39:00.000+08:00

IT IS SO DAMN HARD TO KEEP THIS SECRET!

Zoukout 2009 OUT, Superfights IN!!

2009-12-02T23:26:00.000+08:00

Credit: Superfight

Once again we giving Zoukout a miss this year, tho I badly need to let loose. Since I've been watching too much fighting acts, movies, vcds, dvd might as well catch this LIVE. The beatdown will be exciting to watch (i hope). And if you have not watch Bully Beatdown before? Well you should. I've watched the season 1 and this season 2.. Mayhem the host is wilder, crazier. Plus come on, most of the best MMA fighter in the world are in this show fighting the bully. You should watch their body, opps i mean fighting skills. :):)Bully Beatdown/season_2

Syukran

2009-12-02T23:02:00.000+08:00

Pic credit: Bedsty @ Obar

Syukur Alhamdulillah. It's only the beginning of December and we would like to thank Allah SWT for all the blessing HE has given us. This month itself, RuxtA having several gigs lined up. 2 for this week and another one mid of the month at Esplanade. May HE bless us more with happiness and well-being. Amin.

You are Beautiful

2009-12-02T17:11:00.000+08:00

Oh even so, I felt much much better. Inside and Out (despite always being in black) so people will not notice me! I had mentioned it to her. The whole situation that I do not wanna be IN anymore. No offence to the whole thingy though, but I just feel that I am not that pretty enuff. But as soon as I said that, I built my self confidence back. Probably the case of being honest was the best remedy to all unhealthy thoughts.

A friend told me, quit that envying and jealousy for it is very unhealthy for me. She is right indeed. Nonetheless, I couldn't stop my brain cells to tell me otherwise.

Honestly, I grew in mass now, though weighs the same. Eyes too small (but thank god for the double eyelid) still small eyes. Bah! Not that tall. crack lips bla bla bla. I knew I don't stand the chance anymore, and I did some thinking before that I wanna do something with my own effort, mission and goal. To see how hard it is really is compared to the way it already is right now.

For now, I'm planning things out before I finally decide the whole thing. Things might just happen unexpectedly, so I am laying down the pointers first. If it is a false alarm, I will source out for the best talented individuals.

Then I also realized that amount don't really matter. Well there's a limit to "don't matter". Still how sucky can it be? For a start, sure "Deal or No deal" then paid "peanuts". Overall, at the end of the day, I guess to do something, achieveing it, sourcing it, do it happily and to accomplise something do stand a better chance of being Beautiful inside and out.

This entry started with an image of building self confidence and suddenly has turned totally random.

Maria Writes

2009-12-02T16:48:00.000+08:00

How I really miss her. Hope I can spare some time to meet her, gossip with her, talk cock crap and everything nonsence. She began blogging again. Hurray!

maria-writes

Meet up real soon Maria.

LOVE.

00378

2009-12-01T16:22:00.000+08:00

And so the number is 378. shall wait and the anxiety almost killed me when a goodfriend kept on asking me bout the status. patience my friend, your excitement killed my sleep this morning at 0700hrs. Thank you very nice.

Cabutz now. 1620hrs. Time to go back and get ready and merayap again. Dinner with hubby.. Toodles people.

Random Monday

2009-11-30T08:09:00.000+08:00

credits: blogsecret

I can't agree more to this!!

Paramore - Brick by Boring Brick LIVE

2009-11-28T15:53:00.001+08:00

:):)

Nurul Ashikin

2009-11-28T11:02:00.000+08:00

bermakna Cahaya Pencinta..

:):)

Jumping the rope - The Best Exercise to lose weight?

2009-11-28T08:05:00.000+08:00

Ok I can't stop searching and google what Jumping rope can really do. Still not satisfied until I read this article. (I randomly read it skipping some lines.. get it? SKIPPING?) oh nevermind. jumptherope

But just like what RuxtA told me, skipping for like 15mins beats 10km of running.

Then this article mentioned "Running can cause knee problems, especially if you are overweight, but that is not the case if you jump the rope. In contrast to running, jumping rope is unlikely to lead to knee damage since the impact of each jump or step is absorbed by both legs. "

Like seriously this I agree, my knees have been giving me some problems ever since I graduated from Secondary school and up til today, I have to make sure they are both in a good condition. If skipping can avoid that, I'm all for it. But I still love running and I miss relay track events. Sigh...:(

So come on people, grab yourself a rope and start skipping your fats away. "Jumping rope is the cheapest fat burning exericse." so save your moolah and think again before you sign up for fitness trainer whatsoever (my gf Rinn will kill me for this! LOL). If you don't have much time to spend and money to splurge, get a rope (cheapest $6 I think)...

I shall start skipping and will provide updates on my progress..

Jump Rope

2009-11-28T07:39:00.000+08:00

Jumping rope can be a great addition to a weight-loss program. It costs next-to-nothing (all you need is a jump rope), you can do it anywhere, it doesn't require any special training and it's efficient. Minute for minute, jumping rope burns 2.3 times more calories than walking at a pace of 3 miles per hour. A 150-lb. person burns about 171 calories by jumping rope for 15 minutes; a 200-lb. person burns 228 calories in the same amount of time. Jumping rope really gets your heart pumping, making it a good cardiovascular workout. It works multiple muscle groups, especially those in the legs and the core of the body (including abs), as the core is involved in maintaining balance as you jump.

Credits: jumping-rope-lose-weight

RuxtA bought me a jump rope few days ago and I've yet to do my jumping exercise. Now that I have my Malakai with me and damn have yet to name her something cute. shit!! I am occupied with another hobby cum exercise tool. I shall make jumping my daily exercise while longboarding a weekend thing. Then I forgot, there's skimming weekend too. Oh we can compromise between these 2 board babies, right dear?? :):)

PS: It's a saturday and I'm in the shithole (office!)

Bury The Castle!

2009-11-26T23:50:00.000+08:00

Would You like some Pastry???

2009-11-26T23:14:00.000+08:00

Black Red Vulc Glam Pie Hitops by Pastry

Some have their love for any kinda products that probably can feed the whole of the 3rd world country. I have my own kinda splurge and I admit guilty to it, for I have the love for kicks. Since Supra Tie-N-Dye is on hold, I thought Pastry women kicks are uber cute. This pair gotta be my fav so far. My favourite colours Red and Black combo, what can go wrong with loving this??

A big hole in my pocket that is!!

Ps: Thanks to my colleague, Marz for showing me this link. You sure got me thinking bout kicks once again babe. :P

Picture Credits to Pastry Shoes Collection

Baby Girl...

2009-11-26T11:36:00.000+08:00

Syukur Alhamdulillah. Safely given birth to her second child, baby girl last night at 2335hrs . Still no name as yet. Mummy and Daddy still arguing on that. Oh hurry up please. I wanna call her name when I carry her on my arms. Auntie Ikin and Uncle Arin coming to see u baby girl... Oh can't wait already... and also wanna play with your Brother Andy.

Who Cares

2009-11-26T11:28:00.000+08:00

credits: poeticheartache

Nerve Wrecking!

2009-11-25T18:19:00.000+08:00

Girlfriend warded after check up. 3cm cervic open and BP high. I nearly cried when she texted me. Insya'Allah everything will be fine. Awaiting for smses tonight and tomorrow morning. I am so damn nervous for her. Hope to see her real soon, with her baby girl. Insya'Allah!! Come to godmummy, baby girl!

The Twilight Saga: New Moon

2009-11-25T15:34:00.000+08:00

Just visited the official movie site for New Moon. Oh so I can't wait to watch next week. To those who least interested, well you can ignore what I'm gonna say here. To those who have read all 4 Novels will understand. Yeah I'm one of them.

I am also listening to it's soundtrack now. Ooohh excited!

You're bored already? Tak minat... It's ok. There's a malay saying "rambut sama hitam, hati lain-lain.."

Quack Quack Quack

2009-11-25T14:48:00.000+08:00

The recent pics posted by Tina in Facebook tagging us girlfriends with the ducks urge me to post these overdue pics. Hence here are much overdue pics from the Duck Tour on 31/10/2009. It was his request for his 27th birthday. No one is too old to feel like a tourist kiddo rite? :)

The Malakai 40

2009-11-24T22:45:00.000+08:00

Heard that it's in store. Hope it won't be selling off fast. Come to me, baby girl. Once I have you, I shall name you something cute. Yeah!!

Envious no more

2009-11-23T12:21:00.000+08:00

I did mentioned before in my previous post, that I have never felt that way towards someone. Feeling jealous actually towards someone. Envious, etc anything that have the same meaning to it. So be it!

But after I knew the real story or atleast I dare to say 10% facts of the person's real life. I am not abit surprise but glad that this envious feeling had long gone. Just like how November will be over in 8 more days, yeah pretty much that way it is disappearing and dying off... in me atleast. Woohoo!

I'm indeed very-very contented with what I have now. Syukur Alhamdullilah... A cool,sporting, all out, loveable, caring Husband, Happy Family and Great In-laws, a few but damn GEREK friends (boys and gfs I love u)! and my life simple yet adorably loveable. I dare to say I'm way luckier compared to you.....! Sad to say.. but quit boasting already. Then again it's quite fun to know that you're still boasting and me knowing that it's all drama-mama...

People (Girls!) who bitch bout other people, should always know at the back front and sides of their brain that there are other people created to bitch about you too. What are being said by you, will be the exact things people say bout you too...

Oh excuse the bitchiness on a Monday!

Happy blue-ing

2009-11-23T08:19:00.000+08:00

It's a wet monday morning and I feel like shit. seriously, nothing can go any wrong with always-in-black. I gotta admit, I'm wearing the same black top and jeans I wore on Saturday. Yes bad hygiene but it's not dirty nor it smells. so yap. Monday and lazy. What do you expect out of me. This is me, if you really wanna know.

I find this rather interesting. Please do visit this site Cameras + People, to send any post of yourself or your friends taken with a camera. I will be sending mine tonight.

I'm so sure that I have something to blog, but not now. Yea. Gotta go.! Happy blue-ing.....

Occupied for 2 hours

2009-11-18T09:59:00.000+08:00

On a lighter note, I love to bloghop and just today, I found this link from Tammy's (OhSoFickle) blog and enter the site xiaxue and continue reading. It did occupy my 1st 2 hours at work. LOL. Now it's in my Favourites and I better be getting down serious with work. Have 2 requests to customise reports already. Oh well, better than yesterday I was practically yawning the whole afternoon.

November Rain

2009-11-16T18:35:00.000+08:00

I am so tired already. In need of a massage badly. No I don't think this body can take the balinese/javanese massage no more, it kinda need more than that, and i recon it's gonna be the Thai massage without extra service to that. Hehe! Yup I need a bone cracking, stretching or whatever they call it. Anything that can make any cracking sound, will do!!!

Apart from all that, I need a short getaway. But sadly, (Deep sigh) only left with 4 days of leave. I don't think that short is enough for me. Isn't 4 good enough right u say, once again I say it's not.

Even if I can't be out of SG, yup despite it's the monsoon season and I can't go no where near any beach for skim or etc, I gotta wait for early January for Monsoon Mayhem at Desaru. Well atleast something to look forward to, gonna be my first experience watching a Surf Competition, with SG and MY surf dudes crashing those waves. Neat!

Loads of things haven been running in my tired brain. Ya, brain too tired with work but still have space to think of something else. Mana tak makin penat?!

Oh well, whole list of needs and wants are clearly listed in my brain. Zoukout, Green Day Concert, a longboard, a Prosumer camera, January Monsoon Mayhem, turning 27 (argghh! say what!!!), BKK Shopping trip, Bali comeback! and now I'm seriously need to rest. Badan mintak ampun!

Photo of the Day

2009-11-16T18:09:00.000+08:00

Taken with Holga 120CFN loaded with Kodak ektachrome 100plus/EPP 120 slide film

can't wait for more film phototaking. can't wait to get my very own Holga 135BC

Remembering Sunday

2009-11-14T08:40:00.000+08:00

Parents had shifted to a new place last sunday. The angkat-angkat barang moments were fun, just wished that my eldest brother and children were around too.

We received letter from HDB regarding the October Sales, we will have to wait for another letter end of november if we get shortlisted. Insya'Allah, with God's blessing we will have our own place, and welcome my parents in with us.

Coffee Nation

2009-11-14T00:10:00.000+08:00

Attended XS meeting last saturday at Coffee nations. It's been awhile since we last met the gang. Listened attentively, gave our points and view. Watched Laika skate shoes vid in youtube, 2 hands up!

When the boys get to serious matters, we (me and lene) did dragged some boys to play Bingo, Scrabble and Donkey with us. Yes so much of my attentiveness. Well, at least I did try for the 1st hour.

Til we meet again for the next agenda, and this time I hope please find a place with again more board games to keep me and Lene entertain for the second/third hour.

IE Window Shopping

2009-10-02T07:39:00.000+08:00

Hv bn extremely lazy to do window shopping and shopping on the go.
the reason for why they say "you can shop at the comfort of your own space.. "

Yup sure did works for me.

Right now, just doing the IE Window shopping and at the same time I'm confuse.
Which to choose. Just like the site itself, OSF does made me being fickle-minded too. :)

First time..

2009-09-30T12:47:00.000+08:00

I've never felt like this towards someone. never! and now i admit that it's true, i think i wanna hit myself hard on my forehead!*yakdush*

ok done.

but still same feelings same thoughts.

HAIZ!

We got them.. JEANS!

2009-09-28T18:34:00.000+08:00

Hurray!!
Next SUP Women's Line!!!

Ours

His

Mine :)

Cuzzies..

2009-09-28T10:28:00.000+08:00

This year EID, is special for us. As husband and wife.. but I would like to say this. "Oh enuff of raya already!" I would rather have ramadhan all year round.

Though we are still doing our rounds of visiting relatives, and gosh I still have not met my cousins! I miss them so. Maybe that's why I felt the difference. 1st day raya without them teasing me endlessly made a whole truck loads difference!

I miss Maria, Farah and her daughter Emelda Sofea, Ati, Kak Ana, Fai, Aish.. and their other halfs. Kak Mimi, you're missed too! I wanna hug and kiss Sarah and make Marsha cry!

I just hope this coming weekend I get to meet them. Go visiting around Khatib.
Where also I have plenty of open houses to go. Penat tau! I admit Syawal is bulan yang mulia, but I love Ramadhan more. Period!

Besides all that, I'm gaining weight and I've been slogging my "life" with work. I so need a break soon. As soon as project goes live and handover are done to Operations. I am suppose to take part in 5km run this coming 18th. But with tight schedule and no time to train, 90% i'm giving it a miss. Oh then again, 17th Oct - Reggae Night at Siloso!!! So how to party then to run the next morning, right?

This blog design gotta change. oh even the name, too. so damn merepek when I tot about it. haha.

Just another Thursday

2009-09-17T17:22:00.000+08:00

what's there to ramble here?
i've lost of words to let it all out.
I guess the easiest and fastest way to let words of emotion to be known its when it happened right there and then. I had my fair share of unprofessionalism.

When I'm too overwhelmed with 101 things to do in 1 minute. I turned nothing but Ugly.
The best way of having this Office Communicator at work, is simply put a busy status with a note "Please avoid talking to me today" It did work for a while, but sometimes I forgot that people don't read. Meaning simply don't bother to.

But hey it's all good on the 2nd half of the day. I trasformed from mean and ugly to Miss Nurul so nice. yup. I do need space and where is my partner in crime when I needed her most. on mc when i'm all down and dead bored at work. *gasp for air*

Ranting nonsense here. It's the T day. yup T days are not my so fav days. These "T" days are the busiest days ever and often, I will be notice like as if I could eat someone up.

Side note, Lebaran is drawing really near. Once again I'm still feeling down bout not being able to fast during LailatulQadar. Ramadhan is such a beautiful peaceful month. Despite I did made RuxtA angry on 2nd week of fast. My bad. Super small issue which I turned it into
a huge ball of nonsence. Simpy unnecessary. Too late for that ay? ILY dear!

Celebrating lebaran as Husband and Wife this year is uber exciting. Honestly, the forgiveness part scares me. yups!

On another side note, work and more work have taken most of my time. both wkdays and wkends. I so need a break! But project still ongoing, one of my senior is going back to his country and will be away for 3 weeks. Hence I will be taking over his scope for the remaning modules before the project is close. COming to work knowing you have work to do is better than not having things to do, that will be scarier. Will you lose your job or you won't. *bah!*

This entry is getting no where to conclusion. So i'm ending it here. gibberish since line 1.

bye!

Gotta get one of this soon. Ya I know outdated since SUP has already showcased them but I didn't need it then, but now I need it. OK I'm lying.. I want it!! I really miss putting on shades, cute pretty ones to hide my small eyes with dark eyecircle + ugly eyebags. eeeuuuww!

4-ish randomness

2009-09-13T04:07:00.000+08:00

Time checked it's 0400hrs and i'm finally done with the M&M's Mini Cookies. Did half way this afternoon and left home for iftar with some of the xs ppl. Though it was less than expected to be, nonetheless me and hubby appreciate your attendance. :) many thanks to Lene, Zaril, Zul, Yasin, Hafiz, Yus, Aiman, Aidil, Irfan and Memnoch.

We went to look for Raya sandal for Aidil at which we ended up at Pedro. Well thank goodness for there were me and lene, as his personal sandal stylist. lol. boys being boys waited outside while we girls helped aidil out. He left the shop, happy and satisfied. *hurray!*

Went for more jalan2 over at Taka.. more shoes found in Stadium. Oh gee thanks and now im so deeply in lup sama Vans White Mikalah.. and earlier i saw the Pink Sperry at Leftfoot. *hinting to hubby here.. GRINS*

We ended up outside Taka, with most of them with shopping bags hehe.. and played something like Taboo. Team Kurus vs Team Gemok.. Team Kurus won 3 games in a row. Tho there were only 12 of us, definately a fun short gathering. I miss those times. Well I shall not say more than wad I'm really thinking. ALL are being MISSED. Honest!!

Ok selamat pagi to all. I shall get ready for Sahur but then again. take my sahur but can't fast. yes with a valid reason that is. Sad still tho im nt suppose to feel that way, but I can't celebrate the last 10 days of Ramadhan.

Paramore - Ignorance

2009-09-07T22:26:00.000+08:00

Can't wait for their album to be out!

Mini's Part I

2009-09-05T20:36:00.000+08:00

We decided to start early on the cookies this year. So there will be not much rushing unlike few years ago. This year has been our 3rd year baking cookies together.. :) only difference now is we're married and staying in cck. Hence there's no need for him to send me home at 10pm anymore. =p.. On another note, thank goodness we already gotten our raya outfits during our wedding last June.

Today we started on Chocolate Chip cookies and we doing mini ones for '09. Like mom in law said.. "Biar kecik-kecik kan lawa mcm orang ye.." ehem.. *blush*

So we're done with this one, gonna bake M&M's Choco Chip cookies next week, Cheesey Stars/Stick and Kueh Layang-Layang. Most probably malam raya, wanna try bake Brownies for 1st day of raya. :)

:):):)

Hello Mr Saturday....

2009-09-05T07:02:00.000+08:00

Good morning Mr Saturday..
Here i am sitting in the office at 0700hrs, pretty much can't close my eyes anymore to sleep.
Feeling all bright today, I decided to put on a purple tshirt with my nike air max 90. Hey maybe I shall start naming my sneakers from now on, just for fun of it. =p

I have so much to say due to one story I heard. Ok maybe not heard but read through FB. Well save it for later then because my mind can't stop thinking of something. Since the time I saw IT, I really wanna grab it, have it, look at it and to love it.

But sadly, I don't think I could have it right now. Tho I really want to, but it's a WANT not a NEED.

Oh I can't stop thinking of you..........

Hehe!! Do visit Low Cost Weekends for other deals..

We love our Skimboard

2009-09-01T12:58:00.000+08:00

Our latest addiction..

Flea & Fun

2009-08-29T22:05:00.000+08:00

We made our way down to Flea & Fun this afternoon. Went to Sup to get the past collections Tees..

and Jacky, Sup owner gave us the new Sup stickers.
We love them and so we played with them. :)

:)

Sssccccratch

2009-08-28T22:49:00.000+08:00

Sup New Tees..

2009-08-28T18:08:00.000+08:00

Model: Jacky, Owner of Sup Clothing

Sup new tees are in store and i'm in lurve with this particular piece.

To view more, visit Sup Clothing

Picture courtesy of Yasin, Mr 36.

Me and RuxtA still waiting patiently for Sup Jeans to arrive in store.. *drools*

PS: Support LOCAL.

Quotables (Repost by Elfie->Lene)

2009-08-28T13:20:00.000+08:00

I came across this under Lene's Blog where she found these under Elfie's facebook notes and just like she said it is too good to not re-post.

Nonetheless Lene, do you know reading your posts makes me wanna blog again. LOL! It's so true.

. words is just like words, they form distinctive meanings. see what i mean

. true love is like this for me. admiring yourself in the mirror, at the same time looking out for flaws to cover before facing the world

. i've always thought that i'm humble. but then again, i wasn't great for a start

. i used to dislike certain people. now i tend to like those that i dislike, owing to the fact that i try not to be disliked by others

. to get a point, you have to get to the point. but the point is, there is no point. so stop pointing

. addiction, habit and emotion is a state of mind

. whenever i have too many unanswered questions, i don't question anymore

. when my honest opinions mistook has a sarcasm, there is nothing i can do actually

. i've occasionally gives out advice, i think i need them back for myself

. to err is human, to forgive is, always

. i just realized that i can't unravel the implications of, karma.

. few that believes in me, but never believe me

. the only time i think i'm a psychic is when i stop explaining, myself

. i never thought that i'm in a very difficult position in life. looking at others misfortune and setbacks, made me appreciate what i have. but then, funny how it is difficult to appreciate

. if i ever expect others to change, i quickly realized that it's hard to change, myself

. when i offer, i never expect anything in return - except sincerity

. sorry is not the hardest thing to say, but to feel sorry for someone is painful

. i think i'm unique, just like everyone else

. i thought i ever saw Sick Boy from Trainspotting in that classic bell ringing pointing finger in the mirror before

. i have never learned my mistakes, i just try to avoid doing it again

. this is serious-ly, nothing important

. whatever mentioned above, is strictly random and free from deceit. lines and phases found elsewhere is solely coincidence

- elfie prima putra

*taken from Lene' Blog

Funny that all those stated are so darn true. For my case, this one got me real hard.
mind and heart. do doubt bout it.

. if i ever expect others to change, i quickly realized that it's hard to change, myself

Sarah..

2009-07-23T17:08:00.000+08:00

i cant help it but love this pic of Sarah.

Credits of: http://mimi.serenaide.net/

Imperfections

2009-07-21T14:58:00.000+08:00

"Assert your right to make a few mistakes. If people can't accept your imperfections, that's their fault."

Ringers

2009-04-02T04:41:00.000+08:00

Our Rings are ready for collection!! Gonna collect it next thursday.
Arrgghh so excited.. :)

Apart from that, I traded in my Sony Ericsson W960i to this LG Secret.

A simple phone yet I'm beginning to love it.

Bee-Zee

2009-03-27T07:53:00.000+08:00

lack of updates for mainly because work has taken out so much energy out of me since im lacking of it. im down with a flu, sore throat and fever come and go. due to project and conducting training and support users, i choose to be here at work. yes bodoh mmg bodoh.

but looking at the bright side of every angle, today is a friday and for once, i would really really love to be home today, resting. no dinner, plans for tonite. except that if im feeling well, i'll go for a jog. remedy to a feverish or lazy/tired body is to overwork it alil more.. like seriously! it does works for me; sometimes.

i still have pending pictures to upload from yantee's hen's party with the girls last friday. no worries ladies, it will be privatized and also wednesday dinner with "starbucks lt cheerleaders" gfs. In brief summary, yan's hen's party was the bomb. from Vivo to B&J at Demsey Hill, to Ngee Ann Poly and Oohtique (Sizzling Hot!). Great company, great lovely time we had rite girls.. All I can say, when you have some "corrupted" minds gfs in 1 room, its chaotic! (its a good thing, rite?) well go figure. We're just girls who wanna have fun. *winks*

Then dat nite, N.E.R.D - Pharell William like omg! I was jumping like crazee. Well everyone in that theater were. Singing along, shouting and whats not. Mainly those who went, still had that N.E.R.D energy since they came out from the venue. I had mine still intact til the next morning. yup. crazee aint it!!

Me and RuxtA did our indoor/outdoor shoot. Wet saturday, but did not dampen our mood at all. We proceeded and we're glad it's over. Can't wait to view those pictures. Especially that Sunset moment and Rainbow shot (both on the same venue) side by side. I love you RuxtA!!

so much of the lack of updates. I shall now bid goodbye. wanna have my rest now. Lunch time liao. It's sleeping time.. !!

Its Party Time!

2009-03-20T03:49:00.000+08:00

Oh morning bloggers! Happy Happy Friday....Woohoo!

wads so good today you tell me? well lemme tell u 1st.

1st of all. its Friday and yes. ofcoz.. weekend is here. 2ndly, me and gfs gonna meet up.. gather ourselves go somewhere (surprise) for the bride to be.. 3rdly, tonight after the hen's party with gfs.. im heading down to Esplanade to watch N.E.R.D live in concert with RuxtA. Ohhh... yummy pharell william..

so good so nice. Friday I love.!!

And tmr we will be doing our indoor/outdoor shoot.. I really really hope the weather is gonna be extra fine tomorrow. Insya'allah.

Few more months til big day... Feeling all nervous already but equally excited!!

The Mammoth Shoot

2009-03-13T12:19:00.000+08:00

The Mammoth Shoot
4th April 2009 (Saturday)
Memorial/Padang

Are YOU a Hip Hopper?? Do YOU have your own Phamlay(Family)?? Do YOU know how many Hip Hop Phamlays are there in the scene now in SG?? Well well well.. YOU will soon know because after he had spoken, Mr 36 aka Yasin Rahim is organising "The Mammoth Shoot".

Clueless of what it's all about? Let's just put it that we're going to witness something historical in the book of SG Hip Hop and we want YOU to support him by just coming down with your Hip Hop Phamlay/Clique or whatever you call them and together with other SG Hip Hop Phamlay that you might already know or may not heard of; all with the same mission to promote SG Hip Hop!!

If you're down with the whole agenda, do gether your Phamlay members and get back to us with the details of your Phamlay in this format:-

Phamlay:
Representative:
Email/Contact No:
No. of members:
Add a paragraph about your Phamlay details (How it started, why that name, etc)

Send us your details to Yasin (acin36@hotmail.com) & Showstars.Inc (showstars.inc@gmail.com) by 29th March 2009. We hope to hear from ya'll soon and most of all hope to see ya'll there to promote SG Hip Hop and mark a historical event for SG.

Below is the man himself and some of his work.

Media Ref by Mr 36 Flickr

Written: RuxtA.Showstars
Posted: Narayumi.Showstars

Support SG Hip Hop!
ShowStars.Inc

Miss them love them

2009-03-03T12:53:00.000+08:00

I MISS THEM I LOVE THEM.

I know there aint no point of me to state all these. But sometimes my actions are less but my words are more that what they all are.

wadeva it is. please meet me up this coming friday.

sleepy monday..

2009-03-02T11:45:00.000+08:00

tired. drained out. over the wkends. discussed with family on some issues. colour coordination and more. and yea finally went for 2 days marriage course over the wkend. got acquainted with cool nice couples. especially the ones who sat on the same table as us. all giler and sembarang :) got the certs laminated yesterday too. *winks*

now. dead tired. just got back from site for the barcoding project. hungry and more.

got the quotation for the rings and all i can say is thanks! to yanni and hussain from Gems by Gems. will get back to them by tomorrow morning.. as soon as RuxtA said the OK to proceed.

happy sleepy monday ppl..

friday randomness!

2009-02-27T07:26:00.000+08:00

taking 2 roles now. project and my day-to-day job too. busy busy. super busy. but loving every moment of it. its been a while I conducted training sessions with users. and now this project is rather interesting. as logistic are embarking on barcoding and scanning and stuffs like that. I am playing with the gadget rite now as if it was an old skul bulky handset. except that its a barcode scanner. still i played it like its a toy. exploring every button to know if it can do a CTRL+C and CTRL+V. they could but set differently. ok its so damn fucking random now.

lunch time and i don feel like eating. heavy breakfast. nasi lemak sia what do u expect rite?

and thinking of colouring my hair dark again. blueblack/brownish red.?? hmm we'll see. tired of blonde streaks liao. well sick of it for now. a new hair color before wedding :) yea yea.. u must be saying "colour rambut lagi..!!" LOL.

ok i shall stop now. this weekend going for kursus. and 3 more months to big day. more to come. more concrete discussion with family. awaiting for the rings quotation. can't wait can't wait. and march too many weddings to attend. seriously. it just makes my heart thumps harder. makes me excited and nervous at the same time.

nonetheless. happy friday ppl. oh btw, my boyfriend coming down to SG. like seriously..

N.E.R.D!!!!! 19th march. Esplanade. Drool.. Pharell...

toodles!!

weekend aftermath

2009-02-23T06:32:00.000+08:00

saturday was filled with rain and more rain. youth park. slap.bands. emcees. graf. bboys. boys dancing enjoying themselves. baby naily. girls. pictures. longjohn. hajilane. sup. peepshow. killer gerbil. booze. coke zero. cake. more girls. more boys. more pics. he's just not that into you. 3+am. sleep!

yes. got home at 3plus. snored away. but awake at 9am. went to fetch mak. went to yishun met up with aunts and cousins. mak send her gold kain for my bigday. farah too send her baby blue sweet songket for my bigday :)

and oh more rain. chilled at aunt's place til 5. off to jur west. by cab (i was that lazy). sent mak home. safely :) and off to see ruxtA sleep. yes. best gitu. i was sleepy but endured. finally watch vcd "my bestfriend's girl". since he already watched a chic flick movie, i made him watch another chic flick movie. oh btw he's not that into you was the boys idea. not mine. strange.

pics will be up soonest. promise!

Thurdays Tralala

2009-02-19T12:11:00.000+08:00

Gonna head down to Esplanade later on simply for these..

Rhymes & Reason: Bless "An acoustic Rap/Soul session"
19th Febuary 2009
1900hrs - 2100hrs
Concourse, The Esplanade

Just Can't Get Enough "A Depeche Mode Tribute..."
19th Febuary 2009
2000hrs - 2200hrs
Recital Studio, The Esplanade

Admission: $28 /$20 (Students/NSF)

Catch local longest-lasting reggae band, Bushmen and local hip-hop talent Freaky Z, with special appearance of RuxtA, Shino, Jay-One, Rauzan and many more this Thursday.

Yup. Gonna support the boys and ofcoz.. skanking my thursday to Bushmen!!

Puma "Tommie Smith" Suede Black

2009-02-18T10:14:00.000+08:00

Saw this pair last saturday. I shall get this soon and so will be even with RuxtA. Since he has a pair of Puma already.. I shall stock up a pair of Puma too. :)

Things I do for love.. Awwwww *wide smile*

clearing boxes

2009-02-18T07:38:00.000+08:00

Last evening as I was fickling my mind whether to head down to Haji Lane to get a Sup Tee, I soon found myself boarding the company bus HOME. yup. That's me, MOST of the times.

And so I took some of my time after dinner to clean up my junks. boxes after boxes were cleared. Tho I have more to go and my wardrobe to be clean up too. I found lots of old pictures especially neoprints of me & RuxtA, me & cousins, me & starbucks "cheerleaders", me & ex-bestfriends and me together with my polygfs. yup and that I TRULY miss! I nearly cried looking at them. Yes. I miss them alot. Tho I am neva there now, I do still think of them.

Oh!I have placed all the neoprints in 1 box and soon I will be organising them all in a pretty album. :)

My nieces, nephew and SIL enjoyed the moments last night coz I gave away my still in good condition shades, wallet, bags, accessories to them. :) Next another 2 more boxes and clothes to give away to my nieces. I intend to clear as much as 70% of them so I need not bring so many to my new "devilish" bedroom. Wee!

My January Beauties

2009-02-13T09:42:00.000+08:00

Friday, 13th. RuxtA's fav day and so I feel like posting my january beauties. The things I purchased on my birthday month and the thing I did. These 3 things are gifts from Me to Me.

My G-Shock Pink Watch

My Nike Air Max 90 (Black + Lime Green + Purple)

And finally My Nape Piercing :)

Sometimes I do feel I am like a Misfit, weird in my own way. But I still like the expression of each individual when they saw it and i told them the whole procedure.

to most they go "euuwww...! or kau giler!"

LOL!!!

Girlfriends

2009-02-13T04:02:00.000+08:00

I have been feeling down lately. All seemed monotonous. the low spirit doesn't really help me much adapting to the new environment. As I look myself in the mirror, face and body all seem to be NOT ok.

No RuxtA, it's not because of u at all that I am in this state. Probably I was not mentally prepared for all of this to happen just too soon. Apart from all this, I am very much excited for our big day. Penning down the important dates for our pre-marriage course, Romm registration, Indoor/Outdoor Photoshoot, etc.

But thankfully after 4 days here, I am getting use to it. (I guess) and so today is T.G.I.F. No reason for me to be gloomy, rite? and ofcoz.. I made a plan to meet up with my starbucks liat towers "cheerleaders". sad to know rinn won't be able to join us. We all gotta understand that fitness trainer is always busy. busy buffing up other ppl's body. Haha.

Well surprised myself that out of many ppl, I planned for a gathering. Yes I miss these girls alot. We only meet once/twice/thrice a year, but we all know we always remember each other. Furthermore what best time to meet as 3 of us (aisha, myself and rinn (in order)) are getting hitch this year and ana will have her big day most probably next year or so. For Aisha and myself, we have known each other for 10 years. She is finally getting hitch after 12 years together and myself after 10 years.

All I can say my r/s with girlfriends aren't that much to dwell about. I MIA almost all the time or not invited/informed or so. No hard feelings there girls. I've kept it for long and so I decided to pen it down now. It's now or never rite. Honestly I have put all that behind me and I respected whatever you all are doing. I am just happy and glad to know that all of you are doing fine, meeting up frequently and most of all in good health and happy. :) That matters most to me. Cause I am not that sort who knows how to express my true friendship, but when I do (sometimes people don't appreciate me) so I merely don't matter anymore about nitty gritty things.

So I can't wait to have girls time this evening. It's been so damn long.. months or wait a year or so. Nxt official gathering with them again will be 7th March. (All 4 will be present. All were informed 2 months in adv so book that date!!)

For today, my gloomy feeling gonna stop. Weekend is here. Woohoo!

Happy Advance V Day to all.

White Rave Pink

2009-02-12T12:56:00.000+08:00

Nike Women Air Max 1 White Rave Pink

Oh yes. another beauty. ahhh.. some girls adore branded bags and shoes and etc. honestly i can't afford. but strangely if i save up more. i could actually purchase expensive nike shoes. but i know they are not as expensive as those labels. really lor..

Kicks Galore!

2009-02-11T06:59:00.000+08:00

Nike Air Jordan 1 Retro Mid Polka Dot

Another must have. Since Air Jordan 1 Retro in Black & Gold is totally out of stock. This is a must have. Arrggh.. But at the moment no release info yet. damn! Read more here.

Madness!! Adidas Original SS09! Read more bout it here.

Information and pictures are credit of Kix-Files.Com

Diana Pink

2009-02-10T11:57:00.000+08:00

Would like to have this. sucha beauty. Diana Pink.

It ain't that bad today. I could slowly adapt. In fact, I took the extra mile for myself to arrange shuttle service from my fav yard to the new yard. To and Fro.

Yes that is how much I really like this environment.

One thing for sure. I hate adapting & I suck at it!

Boring!

2009-02-09T07:36:00.000+08:00

Today is a VERY boring day!
It has only been 3 hours here in new office and I'm already missing the folks over at 50 Gul Road. Arrgghhhh.. !!

am not looking forward

2009-02-08T07:09:00.000+08:00

Bright sunday morning. tv volume blasting loud beside me and still im not tad irritated.

i laughed my head off last nite at Changi beach. thanx aunts. uncles. family and ofcoz cusins. for being crazee almost all the time. if only RuxtA was arnd last night for Emelda Sofea's 1st bday, I would be extra happy to show off the extensions. *blinking eyes*

Emel celebrated her 1st birthday 5 days in advance. Selamba as ever, she sat and smiled and made almost everyone go "awww.. cute ye..." (minding her own business).. The rest played games, made fun of each other while ur's truly just prefer to snap some pics. (Despite the crowd and laughter, I have loads in my mind)

Oh didnt i said til my next angry post? well i am still that angry. Today being the exception.

Tmr a new day (i hope). Damn i hate it. Not looking forward to be there. I need fun happy environment. Tmr onwards wking in a new yard w/o the usual kakis will be a drag.

I AM SO NOT LOOKING FORWARD to it.... Arrggh! but work is work.

Know Who's Who

2009-02-07T02:54:00.000+08:00

Now I know who's who.

I will make my exit soon enuff.

And No I'm not being paranoid. Had been doing alot of thinking lately.

Gee. Thanks alot.

Aside from the much "anger/sadness" now, today is my last day of working.. Here in this yard. Next week onwards a whole different yard, new team members, new environment and etc.

Til next angry post. Scram!

ACG Terminator Hybrid

2009-01-28T09:43:00.000+08:00

I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT!!

How did you spent yours...?

2009-01-28T02:47:00.000+08:00

Howdy!! Hows Weekend and Holidays?? Good I guess...

Currently playing hard and loud in repeat mode is Paramore The Final Riot.

Bought The Final Riot - Live recording with a free dvd of their concert held at Chicago.
The Final Riot consist of songs from their past 2 albums - All We Know Is Falling and RIOT!

Saturday was my most happiest day eva. Wad I was hoping and wishing for. A gift for myself. Just from me to me. Got a pair of Nike Air Max 90 - Black+Purple+Lime. Walked around town looking for my size, most only have a size 9. damn it I need 8 not 9! I felt the worst and nearly told RuxtA, no shoes for me I guess. I was that upset. But thankfully Leftfoot Cineleisure.. Thanks!! They got my size and I was smiling.. Plus I won't be able to purchase just a pair of shoes for myself, RuxtA got his too - a pair of Puma MTV Yo Rap Sneakers. I'm the best gf ever rite Hubby!! *wide smile*

Another birthday gift from me to me. Yup. These are wad I normally do to myself on the month of my birthday. Never tot I was that willing to get it done. It was nerve wrecking as I was smiling and laughing (feeling kinda nervous). He took 5 minutes to get it done. As I walked out the room, looking at RuxtA and all I could do was just smile AGAIN.

Ended saturday chilling at Haji Lane, Sunday went to select wedding outfits for sunday event and send kain for Nikah outfit and exchange gifts raya outfits too.. monday sent future sis in law to the airport and tuesday just chilling at home.

and now, darn it at work liao. (RuxtA still sleeping at home. His company close til thursday. Hmmph!) Adding on I have been contemplating, have been a nag bout my hair. yes sudah rimas!! but I can't cut short (this gotta wait til after big day). Hence I have to make do wid wad i have but still wanna get it cut. tot of something already so i guess, after work, its time to get this hair a new style. (note to self: 2-3 months had passed, a new colour/haircut is a must. don forget!!) Oh yes. I do get bored with my hair every 3 months. LOL!

Shadows

2009-01-22T15:03:00.000+08:00

I miss you..
Your presence still inside.. Can't deny..
Oh I can still see the shadows of u in my eyes..

*Currently my favourite morning track from Young latest album titled Love.Soul.Desire.*

Pampering Session

2009-01-20T08:15:00.000+08:00

Finally had my Traditional Javanese Massage yesterday at Wayan. Since it was my Birthday discount treat, why not pamper myself while I still can rite? Not that I will be unable to do so anymore that is.

Brought bestie along to join the pampering session. Walked along Haji Lane. It was the usual best place I love compared to the Weekend that I experienced and badly wanna leave the place soonest.

Plus got myself a $10 jeans at Collage. Good cheap buys. why not. I like. even more. Too feeling damn pampered and damn good, we headed home by cab.

More wedding things need to be settle this weekend plus I could smell new sneakers. Woohoo! My last sneaker/s for these few months. Big day coming you see, takkan lapar makan kasut pulak kan?? Lol.

Oh Happy Tuesday people.

January 2009

2009-01-18T14:11:00.000+08:00

Too many things in my mind for sure, but not sure if I should pen all of them down.

Well 1st and for most, NYE party was the bomb. I danced to my heart content. Yup. Siloso Beach it was. Just me, hubby, fai and nad. Pics still pending for me upload here in multiply.

Come 4th January, urs truly turned 26. It was that fast for me to turn that age. Nonetheless, people still don believe ive reached that age, til I have to convince them with my IC. To those who wished me at midnite, via sms or via FB. Thanks alot. I truly appreciated it. And to those who i expected and didnt do so, hey no worries. Coz it did opened up my eyes this time who appreciated me for who I am. You may not impact my life that much either, so I put all those anger and sadness aside to know that I don't even care. What matters, my true love ones did. Hubby was with me thro out the whole day. Thank you hubby for making my 26th bday seems like I'm a 10 year old. Hugs I love u!!

Then came 10th Jan, had a fashion show for Chinta Weddings at RougeLab, Malay Village. Made new friends and gain new experience.

17th January, went to pay hubby's catering the 2nd payment then cleared off Photoshoot payment at Bugis and attended Impromptu and became the door bitch for the day. Stamped and collected money for admission. Went KGC for dinner and off to Robinson Quay to watch soccer with hubby and aiman. We left the rest at Haji lane at 10plus aniway that place is gettting crowded. No longer the chill place we use to like. no more laidback.

and now, just got up from my afternoon nap. Came back from a colleague's wedding at Bukit Panjang. Managed to reach on time and take pic wid the couple. Congrats Mil. You look stunning. Few more months, do attend mine ok.

ok til then.. body needs massage after a year of no pampering session. so tmr off to Wayan Retreat to have my Traditional Javanese Massage with bestie. Hurray Hurray.

Love.Soul.Desire Trailer

2009-01-15T02:49:00.000+08:00

Here's a trailer for Love.Soul.Desire

Find more videos like this on LION CITY HIPHOP

And few words by the man himself..

Love. Soul. Desire is a collection of my visions, thoughts and feelings carefully crafted into audio formats with the intention to share what I feel and see with you guys. It is an emotional portfolio, consisting of 17 tracks produced by myself and by some really gifted producers around. It features some of the best and sincere lyricists and emcess. I cannot promise you that Love. Soul. Desire will be the best local ‘Hiphop/Rap’ album that you will hear but I can promise you that it is something that you have never heard before coming from a Singaporean musician.

Young.xs

Love.Soul.Desire is now available at:

Esplanade Shop,
Esplanade Mall, 8 Raffles Ave
#02-02, Singapore 039802
Tel: (65) 68288397

To order/purchase direct from us email: the.xscollective@gmail.com

January Events

2009-01-14T12:48:00.000+08:00

Love.Soul.Desire
17th January 2009
1730hrs onwards
Glass Hall, Singapore Arts Museum
Admission: $10 (Inclusive of CD)

In conjunction of Impromptu this saturday, Young.XS (Naufal) the 1/3 of Psykes and one of the soulja from XS.1 will be doing a soft launch of Love.Soul.Desire. Happening at same venue, at 1730hrs and admission of $10 (inclusive of Love.Soul.Desire. CD).

Please do come down to give your full support for Young. He has put alot of work in this and lets me the most happening crowd we would like to see for this 2009.

See ya!

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Impromptu
17th January 2009
1830hrs onwards. Door open at 1800hrs
Glass Hall, Singapore Arts Museum
Admission: $5

Calling all emcees, crews, singers, b-boys or dancers to our Impromptu, an open platform event for everyone and anyone. If you think you deserve to be recognized in the local scene, this is the opportunity. To be able to have a slot or know more please visit 65Hope